i drank a pot of caramel coffee this morning... my house looks amazing... but i am exhausted. i had a ton of nervous energy... i never heard anything from dr b's office on friday. so i have no idea when surgery will be... i just hope to get it over with soon...
cleaning, for me, is usually done when i am either nervous or upset... i put that energy to good use. this morning was also fueled by my favorite yummy caramel coffee... i will probably have a spotless, organized house by the time surgery gets rescheduled. but i need to lay off the coffee... i made myself jittery... almost as jittery as i used to be after 3 days with no food or sleep... so i know i need to chill. coffee should not have the same effect as street drugs... and i suppose it didn't because i actually finished my projects today. back in the day i would have just had a bunch of half completed projects.
i still think i need to come up with better ways to energize myself. i used to be very active, then i had kids... don't get me wrong, they keep me busy, i just don't feel as active as i used to. i haven't been hiking, or bike riding in years... the kids are still a little too young to ride bikes on the san diego streets. i have a link to laughter yoga i am planning to check out, but not sure if it is for me. i am looking for something to do that i feel productive for having done, as well as, increasing my activity level... any ideas?
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