all over the place...

alright... saw the specialist for bronchoscopy biopsy... got the call, it's not cancer!!! happy dance! but no answer on what it is... they are leaning toward damage done by interferon to an already weak organ... see, i was born with lung issues... had childhood asthma... then spent many years polluting my lungs... so i am to see a pulmonary specialist, get a cat scan and go from there... so we made a huge decision for our family... we are leaving beautiful southern california, my home, to restart in TX... hubby has family there... md anderson is there should i need them... life is so much cheaper there... so many reasons... but such a hard decision... but i am hoping i can find more continuity of care there... see, here its a gamble every drs appt... some are great, like dr. s... some are not, like my primary care clinic where i NEVER see the same dr twice... i have so much more to say... but no time right now... but am hoping in TX where its cheaper to be able to return to this blog completely... so for now i am taking another break... but hope to return soon after the first of the year...